It is Not Your Fault
No matter what the circumstances of the abuse, clearly, it was not your fault.
You, as the victim/survivor, as the vulnerable person, are not and never were responsible for the behavior of the person who
harmed you. Consider what Reverend Patricia Liberty, Executive Director of Associates in Education and Prevention in
Pastoral Practice (www.AEPPP.org) has to say as she addresses Why It's Not an Affair:
Oftentimes sexual contact between clergy and congregants is dismissed as an
"affair" between "consenting adults". This is a misnomer for several reasons.
First, the relationship between a clergy person and his/her congregant is
professional in nature. That means that clergy have a responsibility to use
the
special knowledge, skills, and gifts of their call for the benefit of those they
serve namely their congregants. It also means that clergy have a responsibility
to establish healthy professional relationships. Because clergy carry moral
and spiritual authority, as well as professional power it is ALWAYS
their
responsibility to maintain an appropriate professional boundary.
In practical
terms this translates into clergy not pursuing or initiating sexual relationships
with congregants (regardless of marital status of either party) and not
responding to the sexual advances of congregants who may be interested in a
relationship with their pastor. It also means that clergy will not engage in
sexualized behavior with congregants. Sexualized behavior includes jokes,
inappropriate touching, pornography, flirting, inappropriate gift giving, etc.
Since the ministerial relationship is professional in nature, it is inappropriate
to
call a sexual encounter an affair. Affair is a term used to describe a sexual
liaison between peers, or equals. In addition the term affair focuses attention
on the sexual nature of the behavior rather than the professional violation.
It
also places equal responsibility for the behavior on the congregant. Since
clergy have a responsibility to set and maintain appropriate boundaries, those
who are violated by clergy's inappropriate sexual behavior are not to be